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Clusters of unnamed feelings
Burn like fire in my heart
All these words left unspoken
Tear my fragile mind apart
Drowned in an ocean of despair
And i can't breath below the level of liquid hapiness
I'm trying to hold on to something good
Good for me and my personal distress
Trapped in a loop of sadness
Memories keep coming back
The deeds of shame piled up inside
Feels like a new angle of attack
Drowned in an ocean of despair
And i can't breath below the level of liquid hapiness
I'm trying to hold on to something good
Good for me and my personal distress
Drowned in an ocean of despair
And i can't breath below the level of liquid hapiness
I'm trying to hold on to something good
Good for me and my personal distress
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The silent mind of weakness
Behind the masque of massive power
Will end up being caught
By the never ending hour
Loneliness is menacing
To the troubled mind
So choose door number one
And leave it all behind
Hapiness is gravity
Not easy to come down
When flying high above
All worries seems to drown
The confidence in living
Seems rarely within reach
The scars of life opens up
And becomes a bigger breach
Loneliness is menacing
To the troubled mind
So choose door number one
And leave it all behind
Hapiness is gravity
Not easy to come down
When flying high above
All worries seems to drown
Loneliness is menacing
To the troubled mind
So choose door number one
And leave it all behind
Hapiness is gravity
Not easy to come down
When flying high above
All worries seems to drown
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Sometimes i hate it all
All these neverending fights
But at the end of the day
I will seize the highlights
I see tomorrow
Before yesterday is gone
I hate to dwell in the past
So i embrace the new face of dawn
I am blessed in life
Regardless of my ups and downs
I choose to live with my failures
No matter how it sounds
I see tomorrow
Before yesterday is gone
I hate to dwell in the past
So i embrace the new face of dawn
Every moment counts
In a lapse of ignorance
Give me an overdose of joy
And i'll take down my last defence
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I'm sitting here in silence
With clouds above me
The walls keep coming closer
To convert my happiness into sadness and misery
The point of no return
Is where i am right now
The burning bridge before me
Seems to be my only way out somehow
It makes me sad when thinking
When i see you in my mind
These chains of events
Where i left you behind
Please forgive my absence
When you needed me
To be a solid rock
As i was meant to be
I wish that i could change
And create a different scene
These chapters from the past
Keep coming at me now, reminding me, of what i have been
I wish that i could see
The light in your eyes
Before i came along
And poinsoned you with lies
It makes me sad when thinking
When i see you in my mind
These chains of events
Where i left you behind
Please forgive my absence
When you needed me
To be a solid rock
As i was meant to be
It makes me sad when thinking
When i see you in my mind
These chains of events
Where i left you behind
Please forgive my absence
When you needed me
To be a solid rock
As i was meant to be
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The door is closed
From the world outside
I need silence
To endure my voice of pride
I need to bleed now
And dry out my shame
No one can help me
Put of the evil flame
Undefined pain
Lurks under my skin
The fight goes on and on
I can never win
Unresolved affairs
Ends up in a pile of lies
And in the end there is no
Word of advice
I haven't been
The one i used to be
So I'm out for now
Down on one knee
I can't deliver
The love i want to share
Shattered emotions
And another heart laid bare
Undefined pain
Lurks under my skin
The fight goes on and on
I can never win
Unresolved affairs
Ends up in a pile of lies
And in the end there is no
Word of advice
My great escape from life
Is when i'm all alone
In my personal asylum
I find my comfortzone
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Don't try to hide
The feelings on the inside
They won't go away
Without a fight
I feel so powerless, when i see you cry
When things i say, they don't make sense anymore
I wish that i could transfer, your pain and make it mine
So you can be yourself, as you were before
Life repeats itself
Love bites and makes you blind
When transmissions fail
Between your heart and your mind
I feel so powerless, when i see you cry
When things i say, they don't make sense anymore
I wish that i could transfer, your pain and make it mine
So you can be yourself, as you were before
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Sometimes i can't find
The meaning of it all
It feels like being beaten badly
By a wrecking ball
I seek pleasure in life
And better days to come
If not i will end up
Indisposible and numb
I feel lost
On a crossroad with no signs
To point me where to go
I feel small
In a wooden overcoat
Six feet below
All you shallow people
With nothing good to say
Get out of my mind
And out of my way
I feel lost
On a crossroad with no signs
To point me where to go
I feel small
In a wooden overcoat
Six feet below
I feel sad
In a momentary lapse
Of everything that's good
I don't care
Of what you think of me
Even though I should
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I'm chasing moments
To overcome the worst, in me
All these hurdles
Will make me stronger in life... Eventually
I find myself on solid ground
Everything i lost is within reach now
I somehow need to keep the spirit high
And now it's time to figure out how
Happiness is easy
As long as one embrace the deeds of yesterday
The doubtless thinking
And a positive mind, is the only way
I find myself on solid ground
Everything i lost is within reach now
I somehow need to keep the spirit high
And now it's time to figure out how
I find myself on solid ground
Everything i lost is within reach now
I somehow need to keep the spirit high
And now it's time to figure out how
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Low on strength
In lack of daily sunlight
Low on social energy
When forced to stay inside
Low on good news
With all the wrong headlines
Low on trust
Cannot read between the lines
We have been at home
For quite a while now
To handle the darkness
And to shield it somehow
Together we are strong
In spirit and in empathy
So now it's time to move on
And re-invent my identity
High on steam
I can breath again
High on joy
It's now a matter of when
High on hope
When people seem to care
High on faith
In a world not so easy to scare
We have been at home
For quite a while now
To handle the darkness
And to shield it somehow
Together we are strong
In spirit and in empathy
So now it's time to move on
And re-invent my identity
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Howcome i always feel so sad
Whenever you go away
How many times can we break up like this
Am i supposed to beg you to stay
It's the sparkle that i see in you eyes
Reminding me that i am just a man
It's the little things i hear in your voice
Which makes me feel like a grain of sand
I miss you dearly, but i will not tell you
Is this the game you want to play
Everything seems out of balance
So we have to find each other midway
It's the sparkle that i see in you eyes
Reminding me that i am just a man
It's the little things i hear in your voice
Which makes me feel like a grain of sand
It's the sparkle that i see in you eyes
Reminding me that i am just a man
It's the little things i hear in your voice
Which makes me feel like a grain of sand
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released November 19, 2021
Mixed by Rob Early at Retrogramme Studios, Washington
Mastered by Brian Hazard at Resonance Mastering, Los Angeles
Photos by Lars Ludvig Sørensen
Cover & Design by Ole Ulrich Jensen